Coming Home

In two weeks, I’ll be coming home. I’m looking forward to coming home, I’m looking forward to seeing all of those that I haven’t seen or talked to in almost a year, and I’m looking forward to helping my Mom through everything that she’s going through. However, I am also very sad to be leaving England. I have met some wonderful people here, and made some good friends, and discovered some wonderful places. I’m not the same person that I was when I left. I’m more tolerant of some things, and less tolerant of other things. I might be distant and unfocused for a while. I might start crying for no (obvious) reason. My heart might be in pieces for a while. I’ll be feeling all kinds of feelings, but don’t feel like you need to walk on eggshells around me. It’s a time of transition, and I’ll get through it, eventually. However, here are some helpful tips that I took from a former YAGM who took it from the person who was the Country Coordinator in Mexico back then, to help make my transition back into your lives as smooth as possible for all of us.

10 Suggestions for Helping your Young Adults in Global Mission (YAGM) Return Home

1. Don’t ask the question, “So how was it?” Your YAGM cannot function in one-word answers right now, especially ones intended to sum up their entire year’s experience and being asked to do so may cause them to start laughing or crying uncontrollably.  Ask more specific questions, like “Who was your closest friend?” or “What did you do in your free time?” or “What was the food like?” or “Tell me about your typical day.”

2.  If you wish to spend time with your YAGM, let them take the lead on where to go and what to do.  Recognize that seemingly mundane rituals, like grocery shopping or going to the movies, may be extremely difficult for someone who has just spent a year living without a wide array of material
goods.  One former YAGM, for example, faced with the daunting task of choosing a tube of toothpaste from the 70-odd kinds available, simply threw up in the middle of the drugstore.
3.Expect some feelings of jealousy and resentment, especially if your YAGM lived with a host family.  Relationships that form during periods of uncertainty and vulnerability (the first few months in a foreign country, for example) form quickly and deeply.  The fact that your YAGM talks non-stop about their friends and family from their country of service doesn’t mean that they don’t love you too.  It simply means that they’re mourning the loss (at least in part) of the deep, meaningful, important relationships that helped them to survive and to thrive during this last year.  In this regard, treat them as you would anyone else mourning a loss.

4.  You may be horrified by the way your YAGM dresses; both because their clothes are old and raggedly and because they insist on wearing the same outfit three days in a row.  Upon encountering their closet at home, returning YAGMs tend to experience two different emotions:

(1) jubilation at the fact that they can stop rotating the same 2 pairs of jeans and 4 shirts, and

(2) dismay at the amount of clothing they own, and yet clearly lived without for an entire year.  Some YAGMs may deal with this by giving away entire car loads of clothing and other items to people in need.  Do not “save them from themselves” by offering to drive the items to the donation center, only to hide them away in your garage.  Let your YAGM do what they need to do.  Once they realize, after the fact, that you do indeed need more than 2 pairs of jeans and 4 shirts to function in professional American society, offer to take them shopping.  Start with the Goodwill and the Salvation Army; your YAGM may never be able to handle Macys again.

5.  Asking to see photos of your YAGMs year in service is highly recommended, providing you have an entire day off from work.  Multiply the number of photos you take during a week’s vacation, multiply that by 52, and you understand the predicament.  If you have an entire day, fine.  If not, take a cue from a number 1 above, and ask to see specific things, like photos of your YAGMs host family, or photos from holiday celebrations.  Better yet, set up a number of “photo dates,” and delve into a different section each time.  Given the high percentage of people whose eyes glaze over after the first page of someone else’s photos, and the frustration that can cause for someone bursting with stories to tell, this would be an incredible gift.

6.  At least half the things that come out of your YAGMs mouth for the first few months will begin with, “In Mexico/Slovakia/South Africa/United Kingdom, etc….” This will undoubtedly begin to annoy you after the first few weeks.  Actually saying so, however, will prove far less effective than listening and asking interested questions.  Besides, you can bet that someone else will let slip exactly what you’re thinking, letting you off the hook.

7.  That said, speak up when you need to!  Returning YAGMs commonly assume that almost nothing has changed in your lives since they left.  (This happens, in part, because you let them, figuring that their experiences are so much more exciting than yours, and therefore not sharing your own.)  Be assertive enough to create the space to share what has happened in your life during the last year.

8.  Recognize that living in a very simple environment with very few material belongings changes people.  Don’t take it personally if your YAGM seems horrified by certain aspects of the way you live – that you shower every day, for example, or that you buy a new radio instead of duct-taping the broken one back together.  Recognize that there probably are certain things you could or should change (you don’t really need to leave the water running while you brush your teeth, do you?), but also that adjusting to what may now feel incredibly extravagant will simple take awhile.  Most YAGMs make permanent changes toward a simpler lifestyle.  Recognize this as a good thing.

9.  Perhaps you had hopes, dreams, and aspirations for your YAGM that were interrupted by their year of service.  If so, you may as well throw them out the window.  A large percentage of returning YAGMs make significant changes to their long-term goals and plans.  Some of them have spent a year doing something they never thought they’d enjoy, only to find themselves drawn to it as a career.  Others have spent a year doing exactly what they envisioned doing for the rest of their lives, only to find that they hate it. One YAGM spent a year working in a church, and decided that what she really wants to do is open a bookstore. Regardless of the direction your YAGM takes when they return…rejoice!  This year hasn’t changed who they are; it has simply made them better at discerning God’s call on their lives. (Note:  Some YAGMs spend their year of service teaching English, some are involved in human rights advocacy, others work with the elderly or disabled, and at least one learned how to deal with living with literal ghosts.  The results of this phenomenon, therefore, can vary widely.)

10.  Go easy on yourself, and go easy on your YAGM.  Understand that reverse culture shock is not an exact science, and manifests itself differently in each person.  Expect good days and bad days.  Don’t be afraid to ask for help (including of the pharmaceutical variety) if necessary.

Pray. Laugh. Cry. This too shall pass, and in the end, you’ll be the richer for it.

Thanks All, and I’ll see a lot of you in a few weeks.